I don't know if I'll be updating this very often. I'm not really in the mood for dating. The thing is, and I say this in the most non-gender-biased way possible, men are disgusting to me right now. They just make me sick, with their filthy eyes, heavy limbs, smelly patches of wiry hair, those evil gaping holes in the middle of their faces spouting endless streams of lies. I'm sure it will pass. But for the time being I have to say I've been shunning male attention. It seems almost silly after everything to want to be with someone that doesn't really care if they are going to have sex. But from my perspective that allows for a less tainted, deceitful, way to interact with someone. I don't want to talk to strangers. Strangers don't know anything about me. What could they possible like? They wouldn't even know. Strangers can't look at you the same way someone that loves you sees you. They can't talk to you that way. And you can't really talk to them. And somewhere along the line some people stop being strangers, and become close to you, and some even become family. How all this happens, I don't know. I'm not even sure how my close friends got to be so close. But strangers are dirty, and smelly, and jaded. They might not be inherently evil people, but they don't owe me anything, there's nothing stopping them from being selfish pricks. So I don't really want to talk to them. I'm sure it will pass.